Monday, April 26, 2010

My Girl!!


~She is everything to me.
She completes me in a way I never knew needed completion.
She fills me with such joy and satisfaction.
She touches my heart and soul just by being her and she has no idea.
I want to hold her and never let go.
I want to protect her from all the evil in this world, but I want to personally
show her every beautiful thing in this world.
I want to bless her with all that I have to bless her with.
If I had no other children it would be okay because I have her.
I am so unbelievably thankful for her.
I love her, I love her, I love her~


Thursday, April 22, 2010

*I LoVe mY kItChEn*

So much happens in this room of my house. Sometimes I feel like most of my day is spent in the KiTcHeN. I’m sure there’s a lot of women out there who would agree. We eat three meals a day there, have to prepare the meals, I have to prepare my husbands lunches the night before and sometimes my lunches, I bake at least once a week, and then there is the dishes.

But I love it. Its ours. Its full of fun, warmth, and love. Not to mention the crazy colors that just scream Pete and Keni. When a room has your own personal touches in it it makes you enjoy the room so much more. Ya know.

This is my kitchen.

This is my prayer.

Friday, April 16, 2010

"You're Beautiful"

I don’t know if any of you are familiar with the singer Paul Wright. (No he’s not related to me) I was listening to his CD yesterday on my ride home from the grocery store and this song just stood out to me. It not only sounds beautiful but the words are beautiful. It got me thinking and worshiping and just stirred something up inside of me. So I looked it up on youtube in order to listen to it again and then I found this video, which is so appropriate. Please hit play and close your eyes. Let God speak to you through this song. (if you want to)

Some of you may or may not know that my husband and I went to a School of Ministry about two years ago. We were both in pretty good paying jobs, were renting a small but perfect apartment, and were living comfortably. BUT we wanted more. We both recommitted our lives to the Lord right before we started dating (so about 4 years before we left for school) and we were on the same page spiritually, we just wanted a change. More purpose, more direction, more of HIM! So we packed up and went to school thinking we would not be back to so called "normal" life for a long time. We gave it our all at school in order to get everything we could out of it. We learned so much about God, we experienced Him in new ways, we learned to love and minister to others and we had a taste of ministry life. It was amazing and life changing but towards the end of school we were worn out. We needed a break. So we came home and tried to seek God about what to do next. We felt called to the mission field, Africa actually. After a few months we decided that maybe now wasn’t the time to go to Africa so we started looking at houses online. I kid you not the same night that started looking we got an email from a family friend about a trip to Africa. He was going to Kenya ,I think, and thought of us. We took that as an obvious sign that we were supposed to go on this trip. Well a long story short we did everything we could in our power to go on this trip and it did not happen. Peter’s passport was missing. Literally. He applied for a second one and it just kept getting sent here and there but not to us. We were not sure what was going on, if it was the enemy trying to stop us or God. Well we see now that it was God looking out for us. A month later I went to the ER with major stomach pains because I had intaceseption. Who knows what would have happened if we were in Africa when that happened. After that we decided to settle down. We bought our home in Nov and found out I was pregnant in Dec.

For the past year or so I have been kind of going through the motions. I was so ready to have a baby but I was not ready to settle down. I wanted to go, we’re young we should go now while we can, right? Well God is just now beginning to show me our purpose for this time in our life. (Or I’m just starting to be open to see it) He’s preparing us. Preparing us for what exactly I don’t know but something bigger. We were prophesied over at school that in a season and a half we will be in our destiny. That could be 5 years 15 years or 30 years we don’t know but we are so looking forward to it. We’re learning, growing, and experiencing life right now that will be beneficial to us in the future. Now is the time to just soak in as much of Him as we can in order to someday give out all that we can.

I feel like I’ve been rambling but I’m just so excited about what Gods doing and I haven’t been excited about God stuff in a while. He is so good to us and I loose sight of that sometimes. His plan is perfect. I finally am at peace with where we are and what we are doing right now. And that is surviving, thriving, makin babies and raising them to be able to survive and thrive as well!! Its so fun!
Hope this blesses you to get excited for what God has for planned for you!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Green thumb!

So we are hoping between the two of us that we have a green thumb. Peter and I are taking another stab at planting and hopefully growing a garden. Yay, mmmm and uhg come to mind when I think of gardening. Yay because it gives me something to do. Mmm because I love fresh veggies. And uhg because sometimes I’m not so motivated to do the weeding and watering and pruning part. As silly as it sounds its true. Peter has to remind me to water because unless I’m outside and see it I just don’t think of it. That’s why we are such a great team. He did all the planning for the garden. He figured out what variety to get, how to plant it, when to plant, where, etc, etc. I went to the store and bought the seeds, he rota-tilled, and then he told me where to plant what. Now its my job, since I’m home more than him, to weed and water. It is my goal to stay on top of it with out him having to remind me. We’ll see.

We (meaning Peter, myself, and Nonah) planted last Monday night and already things are starting to come up. It’s amazing, just amazing. So in this small garden we are going to be planted: lettuce, spinach, swiss chard, parsnips, radishes, peas. Once there’s no more frost we will plant: pole beans, cucumber, zucchini, tomatoes, jalapeno peppers, and don’t forget the sunflowers and zinnias. I don’t know how it’s all going to fit exactly but remember that’s Peters department. He read about how to put lettuce under the pole beans for shade and mix the lettuce and radishes together and all kinds of nifty little tricks. Anything will be better than last years garden. We were complete ammeters and didn’t plant until late spring, didn’t add anything to the soil, and just didn’t give it the attention it needed. You gotta start somewhere right? This year is going to be completely different, I promise.


Now the herb garden is all mine Peter said. I can do whatever I want. I have some chives, sage, lavender, and peppermint left from last year but I am planting basil, cilantro, dill and bunching onions. Mmm! The peppermint is taking over though. Literally. It is planted outside of the herb garden and has grown under ground and is now growing in the center of the herb garden. Its ridiculous. It smells nice though.

It is so satisfying to see something I started turn into something wonderful. Veggies right from the garden is the best produce ever. After we get sick of making yummy Gazpacho, brushetta, stir-fry, and so many more we can just juice it all.
So Happy gardening to you or just happy eating yummy veggies!!

Friday, April 2, 2010

Sunny day!

What a gorgeous day it was and is today. I dont know why but the sunshine just brightens everything in my world. It makes my soul happy, it brightens my spirit, and it takes away all despair. Seriously it does something to me and when it goes away, which is pretty much all winter I am in a fog and I cant see my way through it. But with the sunshine I can see so clearly. Oh no I just thought of that song, "I can see clearly now the rain is gone" how cheezy but theres truth to it. Because I can think clearly when the sun is out. I am so motivated to do things I dont usually want to do.
So today I went to La Leche meeting (support group for mamas) which is always so encouraging. A little side note: Nonah was crawling all around and playing with the other kids and couldn't care less about me. It's a good thing I know but it kind of made me sad a little. The independence is already beginning. Then I decided after lunch and Nonis nap to go for a run at the local park. This is only my second run since I had Nonah and I did pretty good. I have no idea how many miles it would have been but I did 6 laps jogging and 4 walking. I hate to do it but man it feels good to exercise. Noni was hanging out in her stroller and lovin it. She kept singing and making her noises and people would turn to see what she was doing. It was so cute. Then we came home to sit/play in the sun.
 

Noni loves the outdoors. When she was just a couple months old if she was fussing alot we would just take her outside for a walk and she would settle down then we'd take her back in and she'd cry again. We found out early on that shes an outdoorsy girl.
Us girls sat out on our patio and I tried to read a little but it's a hard when a little one is crawling all over you trying to grab the book. But that's okay. She was playing with the weeds, the dirt, the twigs, a golf ball and of course my sunglasses. She is fascinated by them and always pulls them off of me. So I tried them on her.
Im so looking forward to more days in the sun with Noni. There are so many new things for her to explore and experience in the great outdoors. Dont worry Im sure I will post all about them!!!! Have fun in the sun!
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